Thursday 21 October 2004

Nameless

I’m at home everyday
And can’t go out and play
Light is a foreign concept to me
I am fascinated at every glimpse of it I see
I don’t know that it is dark in our house
For me that’s just how life is
But I look out the window every chance I get!
It is beautiful out there
I don’t know what it is
What I look at
when I look out there but I just can’t seem to get enough of it
I wish I could go out there
Or maybe not,
Maybe my dreams and imagination of what it is like would be completely
Shattered if I step out there!
I put stuff in my mouth all the time
Lick the floor
And my hands
It’s really tasty – I wish I could bite of chunks of this
But when I ate the pink and green sponge that lady said its bad for me
And made me promise not to eat it – mum allows it?!
Who do I believe?
I think I’ll just eat less of it or maybe I’ll try some paper next time
She just put on the light – that amazing thing in the roof that looks like outside?
Mum’s gonna go crazy!!
I’m not allowed to do that – but I love to look at it, it is so beautiful
I just washed my hands
And boy I love the water that flows like that
I love how it feels on my hands and between my fingers – amazing
I want more more more
It is so free flowing I want more
My hands were just as black with dirt as my feet still are
My feet would love to feel the soft flowing water through my toes too..
They would love to see the outside world again from under that black dirty layer that hides their real beauty and abilities!!